WHY selfish?

i know ....i knew it....
i know that its human's nature to be selfish...
but i jux cant accept this theory...

i did realize that this is a cruel world ...
but why cant friends and friends jux being together without those selfishness?
ain't all of us friends?

since when friends started to be come
people we use for 2 get what we want?

since when pure friendship doesn't exists anymore?

i jux dunno why....
why we need to treat our friend as a tool....

why we jux cant simply help people by our heart...
or even treat people good from our heart...

is it 'friendship forever' outdated already?
or world doesn't have things name as 'friends'?

it jux too many people who called friend ...
but actually being treated as enemy...

selfish - i jux hate this word !
too many people nowadays bring this world to wherever they go
or whatever they do...

i hate too stay close with selfish people...
but i don't want to loose a friend...

you are acting selfish and i am the one who suffer....
why?
why being selfish?

to protect yourself?
it doesn't seems to be a good reason....

so jux tell me why you are being selfish and hurting me....

~ from me ~
i ....jux wanna know WHY
(jux spoil my taxation test,
in a down down n down mood...)