all OF a sudden

its kind of weird feeling...
i duno how 2 explain
i jux feel unsecured ..

may be i jux want to erase all the memories bout you
but it jux keep reminds me when i am alone...
wonder why..

tiring
speechless
sleepless nite..

you still remain the same
but i have changed
i cant find back the me that i recognize...
sound sad to you
but it jux cant help..

hurting ...
bleeding...
dying...
it stop now
stop jumping for me
but it jumps for you

throw it if you do not need it..
put it beside me will make me pain all over again...
...............

long time din use my eng..
feeling weird when typing with it
it jux feel so weird
and i am ok
dun worry
^^