于是。。我还是那么的无聊

Tuesday, September 16, 2008

the mayb me..

no matter wat i do , i stil thk dat i m act not suit for da life in my uni...
not i duno how 2 suit myself but , it jux sum kind of feeling dat alwix stop me frm being more comfort wif myself in uni...
mayb i cares bout wat happening around me , mayb i hate for being change..o mayb...
i duno wat excuses i stil ned 2 giv myself so dat i wont ran away frm being who i realy am...
mayb u'l found out sumday dat da person act talk 2 u s not da real me...
da basic and simple me?o da real me? mayb hide in my innerself and not dare to face da world..
im too scare 2 being hurt by anyone o sumbody...realy too scare..
mayb u'l thk wat i worry bout? but diz s me , da real me dat only show up once in a long period dat cause by thgs dat i worried ...
dun b sad o thk dat i lie 2 u , coz i even lie 2 myself and i cant realy find bac myself in diz short period....sorry if i hurt u by words..
and sorry for not being myself...




p/s: i m hapy 2 b wif da dudes n babes dat i noe in padini...mayb diz was da only time dat im being myself (whn stay wif u al)...

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

gal, u thk too much d. actly every1 will feel uncomfort in a new environment. so, try ur best 2 play ur role s a student ni, other thg jux let it b la. time will fixed everythg at d end,k...
study and enjoy 2 da fullest so tht no regrets la...