scream out...

aft few days 2 cool down my mind..
i decided 2 let go al da prob dat i d worry 4 few days..
diz s bcoz ..i ned 2 bz on my hostel work n attend my dancing n violin class..
its realy bz coz i stil got performance aft my raya holiday..
so its time 2 scream out al da worries n prob u feel stress...
so dear dudes n babes dat worry 4 me diz period, thanx and sorry bcoz i made u al so worry bout me.
n i m happy dat i stil got u guys at my side. realy thanx

the mayb me..

no matter wat i do , i stil thk dat i m act not suit for da life in my uni...
not i duno how 2 suit myself but , it jux sum kind of feeling dat alwix stop me frm being more comfort wif myself in uni...
mayb i cares bout wat happening around me , mayb i hate for being change..o mayb...
i duno wat excuses i stil ned 2 giv myself so dat i wont ran away frm being who i realy am...
mayb u'l found out sumday dat da person act talk 2 u s not da real me...
da basic and simple me?o da real me? mayb hide in my innerself and not dare to face da world..
im too scare 2 being hurt by anyone o sumbody...realy too scare..
mayb u'l thk wat i worry bout? but diz s me , da real me dat only show up once in a long period dat cause by thgs dat i worried ...
dun b sad o thk dat i lie 2 u , coz i even lie 2 myself and i cant realy find bac myself in diz short period....sorry if i hurt u by words..
and sorry for not being myself...




p/s: i m hapy 2 b wif da dudes n babes dat i noe in padini...mayb diz was da only time dat im being myself (whn stay wif u al)...

down....

feeling 2 much for diz few days...

feel lik im being hate by sumbody..
feel lik im realy selfish..
feel lik im realy useless..
feel lik im realy bored..

mayb i shouldn't stay in whr i act at..
mayb i shouldn't talk 2 much..
mayb i shouldn't b so hapy..
mayb i should jux leave al diz thgs...

im tired..too tired 2 care so much..
so PLMA..okie?

bz bz day...

Dear al da babes n dudes...

2day....7/9/08, monday...

diz few days i m realy bz.... 2 bz to kept my room n 2 bz to slept 2....
wat m i bz 4?
hmm...act i bz doin my assignment 4 kenegaraan....den bz practise my dance , bz wif my koke(PBSM) n bz wif my violin clas lor....

haha..dun b shock dat i join dancing club n learn violin o....im vr artistic 1...wakaka..
den diz few days most of da gerai oso din open frm morning til evening...therefore, i ned 2 eat myself lor...(act im quite pity 1, but stil i got maggie can eat la..)

hmm...not much thgs dat i wanna write bout coz i jux 1 2 upload sum pic ny...
no pic = no blog
therefore , i ned pic in my lovely blog la...wakaka..(so ss..)

on last sat.....
i went 4 my koke...da teacher teach us how 2 'balut' a 'mummy'.....haha..
v al bz trying n kept on trying how 2 'balut' a mummy so dat it loks more beautiful n tidy...haha.
i realy can 1 o, dun play play r...if not later i wrap u into a mummy ny u noe..




diz s my 'bear bear' whc i hug it ev nite whn i slept o even sit on my bed.....

my bed s da below 1....ehm..i mean groundfloor...coz 1st floor s verryssa's bed...

a untidy bed....stil haven clear al da thg aft i woke up....coz 2 bz. haha

my cupboard....act i got alot of 'sampah' inside it...haha, u noe lar ...i so lazy..

my laptop wif my secret recipe cake....(mango flavor)....my 'sui sui' roommate(her name-candy) go 'pak to' but stil rmb me o....



PBSM

my pbsm frn doin demo 4 us....da most comfortable post for a person 2 slept on da road...(haha , act s ppl dat aft accident)

demo ---process 1. how 2 wrap a mummy ...u ned 2 wrap it frm da leg 1st..

process 2. den wrap til da hand n head oso....ehm...u 1 2 wrap al oso can...coz v r lack of tournique so v jux wrap lik diz lor...

process 3. de put da mummy on da streacher so dat v can show 2 da oths wat v act doin....haha... v realy carry it 2 walk along 1 o... 2 show off haha. omg la...c his face oso neo he vr enjoy lar...

process done....da stupid fellow realy vr heavy(53kg...hmm, consider heavy 4 us lor..) .. me n my frn's hand almost broke le... wat de.. hmmm, his name s cs

lastly, teacher r checking our 'mummy' .... n giving sum advice ...haha, quite funny whn v brg our mummy n show it...

hmm...diz was my bz life summary coz i m not so hard working 2 write down al da thg dat happen.....so jux til here ny lar.

nex time continue lor...

gosh !!!!

dun feel weird dat y my bookshelf s so b'terabuk....

diz s act n realy my table.......hehe, im so lazy 2 clean it....

diz s da plc dat i use 2 on9 if i can on wif my roommate's broadband.....hehe

TODAY'S TOPIC

da stupid scrappy ven ven realy coz me high blood presure liao...

tok me s his topic in blog ....im not dat care..

wat i care bout s.. wat he write bout our conv, got bit diff frm da reality n wat i mean 4....ish..ish..ish.. spoil my image ny !!!!!

gonna go bac klang kill him d ... kill him kau kau...

stupid idiot ven ven !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i noe u got not enuf idea o not smart enuf 2 thk a gud topic , but can u plz dun spoil my image....y m i so pitty?!

+ i dun even noe dat diz boy got colect coke 1 ler.....haha realy not under diz boy lar..(mayb im not close wif him oso..haix)

okie...dun talk bout da stupid fellow...

talk bout my uni life lar...

s in 2day 3 sept 2008...

me, miss casey did a realy big fault in my clas ( wat i feel la..mayb its a small case 2 u ny..)

dat s....i slept in my financial accounting clas...omg , gosh n GOSH !!

i neva slept so sweet b4 in any clas but Y? y i slept in da most important course's clas?

i wonder izit my fault dat i slept so late ( coz chat wif da stupid scarppy ven ven... ) o mayb im stil vr tired aft came bac frm kuantan? o da air-cond in bina syarahan s 2 comfortable 2 slept 4?

realy confuse...

sob...wat mr.puat teached 2day i realy blur....coz ev time i wanna fall aslept i wil pray hard dat da clas can b finish earlier...( hate la....disturb my time 2 slept ny.. )

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hmm...act me now in a vr vr pity n kolian situation...coz s u al noe, now al da malay ned 2 puasa...

n ..... my stupid sch canteen did not open at al !!! realy wan al da non malay starving til die meh?!

although i noe im getting fat , but dun treat me lik diz ... i ned food 2 survive okie!

malay puasa = me puasa

thy hungry = me hungry

so , malay = me ?

hmm...mayb i can consider 2 masuk islam d lar ( if i kept puasa...)
haix ..no food 2 eat, wat 2 do?

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hehe....quite hapy wif my last test result o...

coz ...

IT in acc =34marks (hmm...act i duno its over how many %, mayb 50% gua...s long s my coursemate say dat im geng lar..haha)

financial acc. = 46marks ( diz course i dun thk i score high enuf....ned 2 gambateh lar....plz lar dun slept again...)

den business math = stil duno ( but heard dat lecturer say al of us pass but not gud ..cham..) '_'!!!

philosophy of management = duno oso

haix ..later u inform u guys 1 lar ..dun worry k...

Attn : 2 my dearest sis..al da marks i specially upload 4 ur info 1..so dun kept ask me gain..

--------den , me at here wan 2 announce dat im goin 2 pok kai d lar....not enough $ but stil ned 2 go home whn raya.....WAT DE.... sumo al da ticket d increase da price coz of raya...( y lidat 1, poor ppl lik me cant affort leh... )

last time ticket price for kt 2 klg n klg 2 kt , total = rm 60++

now......kt 2 klg n klg bac 2 kt = rm 80++

OMG.....gosh,gosh....kill me better lar....

sumo my roommate al din went bac le, i should stay wif thm so dat i can go lepak around wif thm lor....hmm...dun feel weird, me n my roommate vr close 1 o....v r jux lik families...luv ya..muacks..

cOncLusiOn - jux can say GOSH, gOsh, gOsH, goSh, goSH n .............lastly stil gosh!!!!

bored...n bz

my diaries in kt....

diz s how my laptop luk lik....beautiful? i did it by myself ...

voice out wat i feel....

mayb u feel dat im crazy but...dats me...real me..

im realy alone n bored dat time..

key chain dat i use 2 put my room keys wif it....

its a heart shape..jux lik it !!

pic inside my purse....sweet memories..

ehm...actualy i ve nothg 2 do or thgs 2 report in diz blog rite now...

n im jux finding sumthg 2 fill my time...

so ...i jux simply write anythg dat d passed but i din mention 2 u guys at al....

coz im so bored...

n 4 u guys info , my room ( i mean in hostle) got 4 ppl ....basicaly s me , fen fen, peng peng n verryssa. imagine 4 ppl in 1 small room....haix so kolian o..

luckily al my roommate r same s me ....kind of playful n bit crazy..(haha....i noe im crazy 1 okie..)

so thy realy help me alot 2 suit myself at here...

thx ya babes...muacks..

thx 4 u al's 'contribution' lar...

n me now having alot of close frn dat r my coursemate....ev time v go shopping 2gether, go town n go eat 2gether.....(ofcoz go study 2gether lar..)

thx 4 thm 2 coz alwix help me n brg hapiness 2 me..

p/s: thy usualy cal me a tai ....coz ez 2 rmb ma....but dear oth dudes n babes, DO NOT cal me dat !

casey in kuantan....merdeka!!

28th of august...


people who involve:me, c+, siew wen, sandy, lee kum, ming zhi, pei ling, jia fung, silver, edwin, pei wen, a sien, xue bin n alot la...


me went 2 kuantan 4 a performance for da merdeka day lor...
1 group of us stay at teacher's studio (4 1st yr junior n 7 2nd year senior) 2 practices our dance.
neva tot dat practise dance could b so tired.... gosh...gonna die le
sumo v can ny shop around at 7-11.....so pek cek lo

aft few days prectie ......i stil could't rmb da step !!!!!!!!! gosh gosh gosh....
realy duno wat 2 do wif exp 4 copy da dancer infront of me....haha
BUT i stil late 4 a few step n do wrong sum step oso....wat de!
haix, mayb i d old liao la....haix

my skin colour geting more dark coz by da big sun on da day v perform....sob...
luk lik malay le....

p/s: my performance s 4 da sultan of pahang 2 c 1 o...haha

aft few hours performance....
finally v can go bac ...i mean bac 2 studio lar..
den v guys ve 2 bath den ny meet at johnny (at east cost mall o....) 4 our lunch...haha ....my tom yam meehun vr vr de delicious o....

den v went 4 shopping lor....
place 2 shop: quicksilver, de face shop, adidas, nike, bookstore, sushi king n ++
sorry ...i din go inside PADINI coz .....i scare i wil adicted 2 it....komene la...

around 4.30pm v ride bus 2 went bac kt ( kuala terengganu ) ....
guess wat, me kept slept on da bus ny whn i feel hungry ny wake up eat my sushi....haha ...so so so enjoy o....
pic whn da oth practising da chinese dance ...

hmm....vr hard 2 learn 1 o....coz i dun get it.....haha

countdown at kuantan thr, behind da stage....beautiful o....coz live 1 mah

1st day reach studio .... prepare 2 slept d..... vr ss ...haha

aft claen my make up....but my hair full of gel !!!
whoops, my face lok lik i 1 kill ppl le ....

East Coast Mall in kuantan.....a gud plc 2 hang around... i lik it ...

me n edwin ..... 15 yr old boy dat can consider s our leader coz
he can memorise all da step 4 diff dance n even makeup n help us 2 tie up our hair....
i wounder wat he duno le... p/s: he has a same attitude lik ivan ojh o...
sumo a gud loking guy n a bit lok lik korean. haha vr cute..

my vr vr ugly face..... but its 4 performance 1...ve 2 lo....

me n sandy...

me n pei wen...a 13yr old girl dat vr gud in dancing o...sumo she vr sweet o...

me n c+... aft performance.....

she(pei wen) preparing 4 her performance later( countdown 4 merdeka )
but i go kajiao her n tuk pic wif her... haha so bad o...

me n c+ 's daugther....

p/s: im going bac 2 klg on 25th september lor.....mis ya bebes n dudes...