5月30日

今天又遇到中学同学了...
遇到sze voon和Nikki，Sze voon 还是没有变还记得我呢..
Nikki就变了，变得很会打扮很美但她不记得我了...
可能是不习惯在做工时遇见旧同学吧，感觉上就是不想被他们看见我...
应该是因为大家都在逛街而我却在做工吧...羡慕吧...

今天很久很久没见的padinian gang -ivan, susan和darryl终于来探望我了!!!
很高兴，应为他们给我很多很多的温软....
就算是一个动作，一个话语都可以让我感觉很温馨...
果然就是一伙的....
有时会觉得自己是怪异的，不应该跟他们一伙...因为，我的个性跟他们完全就是不一样的..
他们是活泼的，爱闹的而我却是安静的，少话的...
感觉就是我是外星人一样...

算了吧，想太多了...安安了
jaa ne..

Dan Brown- Angels and Demons

买了我最爱的作者的书-angels and demons
这是Dan Brown 的最新著作。也是我最有兴趣的第二本书。
为什么是第二本书？因为第一本是Da vinci code。

目前为止我还没有足够的钱再买Da vinci code，不过呢我相信我很快就会拥有它的...嘻嘻
还没去看Angels and demons的戏呢...没人陪我去看啦...
好想吃爆米花呢！！！！ ~luv popcorn~


今天见到我的小学同学和中学老师。
我猜他们应该都忘了我，认不得我了吧...
我应该变化不打，只是一路以来我都以路人甲的形态出现...没多少人会记得我
见惯不怪了。
听起来伤感？不会啦，都习惯了嘛...

今天的sales还蛮不错的哦，因为单单我一个人就已经卖rm700++了。哈哈，太高兴了
虽然我没有commision拿，但是这证明了我还有能力serve到很高。
听起来很傻是不是...我就是酱的啦

p/s:发现我的健康好像越来越不好了，因为我的腰不能弯下。一弯下去就会很痛很痛....脚也不太能站久了。
好像老了几百岁...

累了，伤了，太多负担....

night mare?

MESG from....

eric: exam's result already out la...
wendelina: did u check ur result?


this is actually da mesg dat i received yesterday from my university frends...to teel me bout da exam result for sem2 is OUT !!!!! (omg..omg..omg..omg..)
this is too fast for me...b4 i have any preparation to receive this super big bom..

so i decide sleep 1st (because its was too late for me 2 online check the result...coz my eye already bengkak...)n im already tired after working..


so this is when my dream started......

location: Giant supermarket...duno how n why i choose there ?.?
time: watever time that u think u may want 2 shoppping..
people: me, my elder sister n eric

so in da dream, im shoppping realy realy happy in Giant (dun ask me why im happy, i duno why im hapy okey..its a dream lar..) den i keep on shopping and buy alot of things like im realy realy rich (ok, i may not rich in real life..but its a dream so who cares...)

and den my elder sister say somthing urgent happpen (duno what things already...cant remember now..) so we need to ran to reach our parents...

then suddently eric show up...
and ask me: why u din reply my mesg again?
me: sorry lar, my hp out of credit n batery mah...(quite scare dat time..but duno why..)
eric: hp no $ n batery again r...sigh..hows ur sem2 exam's result?
me: huh? i haven check leh (haha...in my dream i still know dat i din check my result.....) So, hows yours?
eric: sigh, die d lor...
me: HUH???? why die, wat die?
eric: economy die d, got fail leh..
me:har how come?
eric:..........

i already duno wat he talking because ... my alarm d ring..
so im sweating because its sounds like im cursing him dat his economy will fail...
omg!!!! wat the .....why i so bad???

p/s: sorry lar eric, if anything happen bad 2 your result dun blame me okey..it jux a dream, paiseh la
O_O...


according to my frend-
-aiyo...u miss him so much until dream of him r???
-eh, never see u dream bout me before de?
-see, you say just frens but u dream bout him le...this prove that both of u not only frens lo..

for me...
- 1st, it just a dream okey
- then, i hope it wont happen (although i already know his pointer got 3.10)
- and we are just frens lar, ok..
- i admit that may be i just miss him...(already long time no see mah..)
- lastly, dun think too much la wey..

And by the way...
diz is my result..

J-card day in bukit tinggi...>,<

full of ppl...


full of heads...

did not plan dat i wanna go diz month's j-card day...
but after few weeks bac frm uni n without hangout wif anybody / place...
so me decided 2 went to BTK 2 visit my od frends..

so me, my elder sis, bro, sis n mother went BTK around 7pm++
(actually wanna go rite aft my bro finish work ....but becoz of im too tired after stock take in PDI Bukit Raja..so jux go aft a have my rest..)

den on da way go to BTK...
da traffic is damn jam until it is hard 2 move our car oso...
it dosen matter coz we wil stil go 2 BTK no matter wat..(hehe...coz i so long din go d...)

1st place 2 go = Padini Concept Store !!!! (weee....)
y padini ? coz its da place i miss da most ...
coz its da place dat i noe my dudes n babes (susan, darryl, ivan n + fahmi oso...hehe)
n its da place dat i feel so much fun coz got al of you guys = my gangs, yen, yu, jeffry, eling, gary, chin hoe n ++++ haha, sorry if i din list down ur name coz im kind of blur now...cant remember much..)
p/s: i din realise dat yu d bac frm NS le...sumo work at PDI...omg how stupid n blur im...

so i LIKE padini much much much more den my uni (diz is ofcoz wan la...)
haha..
okey, bac to da topic...
i bought i weird 'gas water' as bellow...without knowing how 2 drink/ use it...haha

aft open da cap.....it got 'guli' inside le..

diz is da guli in da 'gas water' ....duno put inside 4 wat?!

but kind of special thing lor...i mean guli inside 'gas water' lar..hehe

i duno..

now ...6.37am in da morning...

and im again din sleep 4 da whole nite..

i wonder im so geng or being 38ted ....

yesterday after work until now oso haven sleep yet..

n later i need 1 learn 2 ride bicycle ler...

tired? hmm...mayb its more to boring i think..

even i dun need to woke up early in da morning, but i stil duno why i jux cant guai guai sleep at da rite time n not overnite....

hmmm.... might be im stupid enuf 2 spend my time jux to online only...

in my msn contact list leave only me n jeffery who are still online and mayb haven sleep...

(coz not sure dat he sleep d onot...)

and wat the hell im doing at diz early in da morning???

hmmm.....let me tell u, im eating koko krunch rite now n updating my blog...

sumo go online watch drama ...

wat kind of 38 people will online non stop like me?

i duno...i duno....i duno...

if u ask me duno bout wat, i oso cant answer u...

coz i duno wat i duno about...

im not being lame okey!!

its jux ...i feel dat i cant voice out my thinking in jux english....

mayb i need chinese...

my heart n my mind being locked in somewhere that i duno....

~sayonara~

PDI's vacancy suits me?

the time pass real fast until i din realise dat i d finish my 1st year of accounting..
n will becom senior in next sem..my 3rd sem..

feeling stressful even work in a place dat not dat strict as in btk pcs ...but stil im feeling like alot of them putting a high expect on me (coz thy noe last time i work in pcs s a fulltime ..)

tiring of da life of being a partimer n working in such a stressful company.....mayb is becoz im not dat gud n not dat hard working ..n mayb im not dat serious treating my job...

n everytime people ask me dat hows my job, i'll sure answer them ok ....but in my heart i realy din feel like things is ok ...but it cant b catagorise as not ok oso...
what acctualy do i ned/ i want?
i duno..
i seriously duno..
dun understand my thinking n feeling...
so im jux doing my job s those fulltimer want me 2...
thy request this den i'l do it....
but i realy think dat i ned sumbody 2 push me..den only i wil walk a step..(not self-motivated)

yesterday aft work (ofcoz s yesterday coz now is 3.44am...) i saw da PDI vacancy paper dat stil stick on da wall...
it says sumthing like : r u creative,self-motivated, independent n bla bla.. , if yes then join our group.

part time: (i jux focus on parttime coz its my work ...)
-single, 18 and above (im not sure it s 18 n above or not ..anyway, jux put a figure 1st..)
-trendy
-have own opinion about fashion (sumthings dats not write on da paper but i translate according 2 wat i remember lar..)
-those who have experience wil be consider 1st
n bla bla..

den i'm thinking of ...do i meet what they need?
im jux got da experience working in SEED as a fulltime, diz s da requirement dat i fulfil..
if TRENDY??? i dun think so dat im trendy....
n i dun have dat opinion in fashion / matching colour....(coz after study in uni..i feel like i lost myself..confuse in colours n other things oso)

haix...currently feel no mood 2 update my blog..
n feeling like im alwix live in a black n grey world dat i dun even wanna care da other things dat happend around me n feeling everything is bored ...

why am i like this?
i have no i dea....

- feeling random -

tired oso..

wanna be alone