prom nite...jux chinese student

diz was actually my prom nite picture...prom nite is on 20th martch .. but im bz ..2 bz to upload anythg in my blog..

n da stupid server only let me upload diz picture...sigh..
so jux diz picture 4 u guys 2 c my pretty face ..hahaha

watever it is, my rp d done...hahahaha
im so happy coz diz kind of stupid wasting time project won't bother me anymore ....
but stil i need 2 complete alot of assignment and exam coming soon on 5th april....waaaaaa, so fast!!!
stil haven study yet..
n now ned 2 bother bout my room's problem....sigh, duno whn ny all a troble will leave me alone..
gonna be siao d lar..

gambateh 4 my exam n all my lovely coursemate + economics coursemate lar...

thinking sumbody dat s beside me but not belongs 2 me...

crush? mayb not....

not secure..

speechless ... feeling wanna die...thinking too much?

whether u realise or not, im in a bad condition..
i dun care that u cares bout me or not but still i want to say that ...i m not in a good mood..

WHY?

1. things doesn't happen as wat i plan (being bz for few weeks just to give a supprise to my rommie as in her birthday, but end up....its spoil...) im speechless..
2. everything suddently 'boom' into my schedule without as discussion ..cause me cant have any free time at all to relax (even i wanna slept oso not enough of time...) wat de...
3. relationship among human being getting weird..or should i say worst?! i oso dunno wat had happen. feeling innocent n why its me???
4. exams can sudduntly on tomorrow and i need to study 8 chapter rite now?! damd it...
5. worrying my future house n room...bout which room should i choose?! OMG...please la, i dun wanna think d ...
6. giving excuses by everybody that i put hope on them.... sorry, i cant take it anymore..
7. people break their promise when they say that they will do it no matter how.... im fed up n disappoint..
8. not enough of money and still i need to pay alot of things such as house rent n rp expenses... god, help me please...
9. missing somebody deeply but cant face them.... im gonna crazy...
10. i dun wanna pretend myself that im strong anymore...thats not the real me... i jst wanna cry as hard as i can... but how? i d forgot how to cry... and the feeling of crying...
11. wtf... why human being got so many problem and still they have to live? just let me die...
12. can i just find a shoulder or borrow a hug from someone? i need it before im goin to collaps..

i dun have the mood to rethink everythings cause i feel like so wanna die..
ever think that if all this things can be erase away and i dun need to cares bout it.... it will be a nice life for me...
and yet, this is just my day dreaming...


dear my dudes n babes...

i noe some of u guys are having a bad day or even a bad mood....
wat i can say is .... i noe your feeling
and hope that we can get up again...mayb sooner...

im look like the poor and dirty little kitty that nobody wants me...

and feeling like the whole world d give up on me...

i am alone....

i am just something useless....

~heart broken~

如果我是天使，你会是我的恶魔吗？

我想把你带回家哦...
好让我有个依靠，有个拥抱
不再孤单一个人




如果我是天使，你会是我的恶魔吗？

~有没有想过如果...
如果我喜欢你呢？
你有想过这问题吗？

再如果说我们再一次相遇
如果你那时还是单身的
你会喜欢我吗？

我只能说
我好想好想你
真的好想....




~突然想起你
想起你说过的话

你说
‘我不喜欢拥抱人’
我说
我最爱就是找人要抱抱

那天是
我一辈子都不会忘记的一次
你在我伤心时
给了我一个强而温软的拥抱

我的心
就这样给了你

我明白
但我已陷下去
回不了

就这样
爱着你的一切
爱你的温柔
爱你的体贴
爱你的霸道
更爱你那保护我的样子

就这样
陷下去了

想说
我想再一次拥有你的抱抱
再一次拥有你的爱
你的温柔
但 怕伤害了你

我 怕了
开不了口
说不了
只能默默的
想着你....

还在想你的我

-害怕失去-

outing ...aeon(out of date)

actually...diz is al da pic for da outing when i back 2 klang
becoz of my lazyness n busyness, 2day ny i upload it...paiseh la..

so....on dat day ...i forgot da date dy, jux noe dat its sunday..

story starts whn susan cal us for outing...
so we meet at aeon btk (again?! no place 2 go d..)

so...i meet da stupid ivan infront harvey norman ....
guess wat, diz fellow trying to persuade me for donate my blood (wey, im under weight lar...even i got enough weight ..stil i cant donate lar..i got low blood presure la..n im scare of blood lar..)

end up--ofcoz i din donate n so do da stupid kiddo..(jux his frn smc donate nia..)

den da stupid ivan mention dat he wanna cut his hair... (i was thinking :huh? cut ur hair? now?)

but stil me n susan let him go for his hair cutting..(diz is realy a big mistake!!!!!!)

den aft few moment darryl, our best babe show up....

n da rest of da day...we jux end up shopping wif our dear babe -darryl n ignore da stupid ivan

becoz da stupid fella cut his hair 4 almost 2hrs ++

me, susan n darryl have 2 entertained ourself by eat in as much shop as we can..(its hux wat we dream of..)

but v jux manage 2 eat at 'shi lin' n 'old town cafe' ny....(actually i d almost full..)

n bout duno wat time d....darryl, our babe very 'guai' go home 4 his dinner d...hiax

left me n susan went bac 2 find da stupid kid - ivan
den aft few minutes later v have our dinner in pIZZa hUt....wat the service !!!so damn poor...
den da ivan dump us again n go 4 his movie.........

n end wif me n susan went bac by both of us....

swt...diz is actually not a outing for us (C.S.I.D) but a outing among me , susan n darryl ny

ignore da ffk-king >ivan

hmm...not having a fun day actually..

me n susan at 1st shop..shi lin

yummy..yummy..

2nd shop- old town cafe

eating our bread...delicious o..

b4 n after 4 ivan's hair....

-before-

-after-
~act it look more ugly aft he cut his hair..haha

who told u 2 cut ur hair on sunday while we r outing...

DEN....

diz is me da ss-casey...wif my ss pic..

enjoying being ss..

me in nichii's fitting room..

trying out my new coat..

=.= abit weird..

gonna slept d..tired..

nitez everyone out there...

frm da ss-casey..

falling in luv wif U...

jux finish watching a tv show...its bout a story of a dog named~Quill..

n wat i wanna say is, it makes me feel lik i wanna adopt a puppy /dog..
i lik animals (not including bug....) but i cant take care thm well ...(diz is wat i thk..)
so im jealous...jealous towards ppl who can have their own dog/ pet...

+ i super duper lik dat kind of dogs dat r tinny (big 1 oso can but da small 1 wil b more cute..hehe)
especially my neighbour's dog...its cute even sumtimes its noisy lar.. (ehm...its luk like yang chern lin's dog oso..hehe)

i duno since whn i lik dogs so much (sumtimes feel lik im siao 1..)but i jux feel lik i wanna my own doggie !!!!
dad...i wan a dog...plz...(i noe u sure dun allow ....hiax..)

i wan a dog !!!! daddy n mummy.....im falling in luv wif it....

its cute + a innocent look..


p/s ~~~ visit here .. http://youthsays.com/go/bY7

.....jux realise dat each month i wil write ny 2 times in my blog..

im realy da lazy 1....helpless....

dun bother anymore.......

oso hate 2 watch sad movie/ drama...

coz i'l cry ....not enuf tears d..

stupid ppl....hATE them !!!!!! pig betul...

lack of slept bcoz of rushing my rancangan perniagaan (RP) so getting more n more angry towards those stupid piggy ...

my b i shuold say dat thy are white piggy .....stupid + stupid + stupid n damn lazy piggy

hate thy al .....thy r not malays, thy r CHINESE!!!! stupid damn piggy both of u!!!!!

if u wanna 'pak toh' den dun join my group, ok!! im not free 2 help u guys 2 complete ur's assignment OK!!!

im already bz ...nope, its super duper bz!!! y cant u al jux do ur own part? izit realy vr hard 4 u guys 2 do jux few job ? compare wif me? u guys jux do 0.00005% ...And im doing da rest of da project!!! wat the hellllllllllllllllll?!

so why dont u guys go bac ur earth or mars dun live in UMT or even terengganu?! i dun thk i wanna c u guys anymore!!!! angry !!! hate both of u ..... f#$% u.....



even u r couple n im single, it doesnt mean dat i free n u r bz OKIE!!!! i got my dancing clas, violi clas, orchestra, n alot alot....plz la, im not u guy's nanny OKIE!!!!

I GOT MY OWN LIFE!!!!! not taking care both of u, stupid child!!! im sure dat u guy's mom o dad wil b sad whn thy noe u act like a piggy in uni!!!!! useless people!!!




p/s: sory terry for scolding u bcoz of both da 2 piggy couple.... im sory...plz forgive me n help me 2 complete our rp okie...i cant do it alone(even i noe i can lar...) but its 2 hard n alot of work ned 2 b done.....so , I ned GROUP wORk.....GROUP WORK, OKIE!!!!!!

god bless u dat u din scold by me...

but not guarantee nex time u wont kena....babi both of u..

hate u guys...i realy HATE U...

dun make me angry anymore!!!!